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Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Today i dreamt of something really crazy! i dreamt that i went out wif princess. if i remember correctly,i was doing things that he would not dislike.n he was the one that kwpt giving me the "face" yes there is a face. The most vivid part of the dream started at the arcade...

we were playing in the arcade and there was this big game that was 2 player so we played.n there was still the face. I know we took turns in the game. and there was this one part i could see myself getting horny. like WHAT THE ..... n like he caught me at the end of the horny stage. maybe this part was trying to tell me that maybe it was a turn off for him to know my biggest secret.

Anyway,continuing into the dream...it was his turn n when i went to play another game eventhough our game was still going on...He stopped me.and told me that he still loved me and that he wanted me back.In all my life..only one guy has said that and thats izzul.bt i didnt take him back because i knew he wasnt good for me. So Princess said it then and there which came as a shock to me n i didnt know what to react. but my heart ached...alot. even after i woke up i could still feel it. The next thing i did was turn around, take my bunch of tokens which werent really tokens and stormed out of the arcade. He followed.n we suddenly came to clementi bus area and it started to rain.i dont quite remember whether i spoke to him bt i know i did not mention anything about what he said.He was so caring after that. Kept asking me questions,being concerned but in a nicer way than how he was that time at nex.I had an umbrella but i didnt want to take it out. Just walked it the rain...he followed. He walked first but faced me to make sure nothing happened to me and he kept asking about how i feel. I didnt know...it just hurt.

I was soaking wet already when we stop at a shelter outside a shopping mall just past a construction site... I was thinking of what to say..and when it finally came down to the minute to tell him...I...was awaken by sharmila.and i realised that if it really happened right now...i would be speechless.so i had to think of what i was going to do.but i know that if i decide to accept him back...it wont be without conditions.

The dream sort of came arnd 3-6am...i dunnoe whether it was godaan syaitan or Allah's will.but it made me think...sort of like preparing me if it really comes true and what i should avoid if i want this relationship to work maybe? we'll just have to see...Allah's will

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