POLY LIFE
Thursday, November 3, 2011
well, its been a long time blog...but i realise now how important you are. you let me share things that i dont need to hide or cant say in public or even to my friends. So ya...i still love mansur.and it hurts really bad to see him with other girls even if friend only. im ready to let him go...but not ready to see him move on so quickly...but i dont want to talk bout him...
so now im STILL in school waiting for fitri..yeah, he still likes me. what can i do? i just treat him as a long time friend and we are just going on a friend's dinner/outing.you know...to catch up. im like so freaking tired now..and hungry..stay back after school, studied DE :D yeaah...so proud of myself.waiting for fitri...abit pissed coz he nv confirmed place to meet wif me and i waited and walked around everywhere.so boriiiiiing...
now im at south foodcourt, there's a new pizzeria here. the smell of the pizza..AWEEESOOOOMEEE.haha, can give you stomach-orgasm? haha. shall try it tml..if i can queue up to buy it. so fitri comiiing! must log out soon.dont want him 2 c my blog. shall talk to you again. CHOW!loool...i thought he was coming...but i guess the performance still on.haha. im watching russell peters now! hoping to get some laughs so that i feel better after seeing mansur's picture with another girl...grrrr...so angry. so jealous...ya im admit it. im jealous... but its over now... haha k im laughing abit2 to russell oh n OH YA! TOK& LI !!!! this new malay drame/comedy. got hotstuff Ahmad Nabil!!! AHHHH! NOW HE REALLY TICKLES MY FUNNY BONE.haha.. i wish i could find someone like him...haiz...so ya im going to stay clear of guys until next year... ill find a steady boyfriend next year after my birthday.so for now, REJECT ALL GUYS, DONT BE SOFT AND DONT GIVE IN.hahaha...im a new me coz of mansur...and im liking it... :) k my batt is almost flat...i just hope it can last until fitri comes...byebye