happy mothers day.well,just a few things on my mind.mostly bout love,life,your heart.so if u dun wan 2 hear it,just close tis window right now. mary horowitz said "if you love him,set him free...if you have to stalk him then he probably wasnt yours in the first place..." i realized...i did both...i let one free but suffocated another.i did the exact thing that i refrained from doing.so what makes me any different from any other person... im wierd? i already know that.being wierd is the only way for me to be unique i guess...i dont have any talents,im not a big beauty...im just normal.so normal that if i keep my mouth shut i would probably disappear from the world.left unnoticed,untouched.i was always the purest,innocent...but now...now its nothing.if i still say im that innocence,then im just lying to myself.and i know it...self-realisation i would say...its just the signs you see around that tell you what you have to do next.ill wait.10 hours from now...ill see.if there are no signs then i should probably stop what im doing.i dont mind.everybody has their rights. im doing this for the both of us.im just sorry.sorry if anything i did or said made you hate me...if we carry on with our lives,go with the flow,maybe good things will come to us.if we do good,the favour will be returned... i love my family,my friends,my teachers...the 3 things that shape the aspects of our lives.the 3 things that we should hold dearest.only they understand our weakness,our strengths,they support us from behind,they guide us,whether good or bad,it depends.i was thinking too...if i were to die any moment,i guess the first i would do is have a gathering,invite all my family,friends and teachers.make a speech n then leave this earth in peace for having said what i wanted to say.

LOVE- to me,love is that tingly and warm feeling inside.when youre in love,you feel like your heart is taken.it belongs to someone.thats why it feels like it broke or is bleeding or torn out coz the string that was attached to it is attached to the other person and that person ran a 100 miles away from you while you just stood there,hopeless.it gt pulled out.thats why it hurts.dont want your heart to get broken?dont hold on to someone whos running away.if theres still a chance then theres still hope right.those who are looking for love.good for you.as for me,i think just being the way i am is good...im good.as long as everybodys happy

your heart-your soul.find yourself.strength and weakness.your weakness can only make you stronger.what cant kill you will only make you stronger right.just be yourself.if you want confidence,look in the mirror and tell yourself youre strong.if you keep the inside pure no matter hw you look on the outside,people will eventually see the real you.your heart should be the way you want it to.should not let anyone twist or shape it.its meant to be yours and you own it.

i know im only 16 and i have alot to learn.this is just my perception of life as a 16 year old.life,love,yourself...its all connected....you decide.if you dont understand what im saying then its just not your time yet.if you do understand,then congratulations,uve been heartbroken,betrayed,selfish,cruel and hated yourself before.so what are you going to do now?

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