i dont know whats wrong with me...i juz started crying...listening to this song...reading my friends blog. its unfair to me.its never fair to me...i give my best my all...to help,to love,to cherish...bt i always feel the hurt.y cant for once i can enjoy the day without any hatred,without any hurt,without any suspicion,any envy,any anger...i get no support...nothing.but that was the part that i needed you all the most...you just did the exact opposite of what i expected.none of you spared a thought of what i was feeling at that time.too busy condemning on that one person.it made you happy...but it didnt for me...none of u stood up 4 me.i couldnt even stand up 4 miself...ya i love that guy so much.i believe wat he sae.coz i spend time with hym.i noe the side of hym tat u all nv c.bt u sae im blinded by it.so loving someone makes mi blind.wat if i hate someone?wat does tat make me??im crying my eyes out.bt only now.asl aku tk ngangis bile dier break ngan aku? asl aku tk ngangis tiap kali aku nmpk dier? aku cume senyum.aku ketawa.i told u all i was okey.i dun feel the pain...mayb it was all an act?mayb i myself didnt noe tat i was my own fool.well nw i feel it.i feel everything.i regret everything.i hate everything.i juz wan a normal life.i wan 2 restart my life...so i guess i cry bcoz i still love him....im juz a fool... im juz wan 2 b empty if it makes me happy... Biar membawa resmi ayam betina...n tats wat ill do...