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Monday, November 23, 2009
I miss many people now...i miss all their nonsense...their jokes...their teasing all....miss talking to them and going out wif them...haha.good times... i am very bored now.nobody to talk to me.i feel like messaging my abang,mi primary skool fren...but i know they are busy with their own lives.tats wat everybody is doing right now. so okey ya...
just now went to school with izzul and farid...waste of time should i say? we went there to print pictures for sarawak project.well not me lah,bt izzul and farid.ended up getting lecture and warning from miss chia about studies...so in the end...i went home.farid went home or lepak or sumthing...izzul went lepak. bt no pictures.theyre going to try again tomorrow but i wnt b following...wanna sleep in...
im not in a mood today.early morning had a tiff wif izzul...okey let me shed some light here on the subject...according to your horoscope, u should focus more on being intellectual than letting your emotional side take over...dont start blaming me for what you couldnt do.n dont call me names like mental n stuff. you know i dont like it. Being intellectual means saying smart things n doing things smartly...for example,how about saying things to brighten the mood,not dampen it. and your comments are uneccesary....you are the only one laughing n we are like...whats so funny...its true...now i realise that when you say something unneccesary.. A:you just want attention. B:you want to act cool n tough,like you dont care bout all this(bt deep down i know you do. n C: youre juz a jerk...which i dont think you are...so dun act like one.
i have faith in you.i reli do.i trust you and i wanna help you.bt hw cn i help you if u cnt help urself...so think about it.im nt asking much...juz asking you to think smartly and wisely.i know you cn do it... as for trust...im loosing it...since that incident,mi trust is dissapearing for you.dont misunderstand...i still trust you.bt not as much as before...so forgive me if im veri suspicious n suddenly come at you with an accusation.please dont get mad,dont fight back n especially dont keep quiet...if ure quiet then ure guilty...just try to calm me down in a nice way...if you cn show me that...then ill also do the same for you...
wow.reli long post.so ya tis is wats been in mi mind lately.tats why whenever you talk to me,i just keep quiet and nod or shake or answer you "mmm..." i trying to give you a clue here...
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